Smoking

Today I started smoking cigarettes. And I'm hating life. I bought my first pack of Marlboro Reds
Yup the Cowboy killers. Why? We'll mostly because my girlfriend smokes, so in effort to help her stop I decided to take up smoking. She doesn't want me to get started. Despite how much I hate it. I smoked it, and it sucked so bad.
My lungs hurt, everything tastes funny. I got this wierd buzz. And the fingers and hand I smoked the cigarette with smell AWFUL. Not to mention i have headache too. I don't get how people get addicted to this things. Anyways, the I promised myself I will smoke as many as she does. Which is like 3 a day. I can barely finish one. They are so harsh. I begged and pleaded for awhile over the phone so she can stop tomorrow. because I don't want to imagine going through another one of them motherfuckers. Although I owe her a big one now. Somehow I think its worth it. But until then. I HATE CIGARETTES!